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Friday, 11:53
da end of my lyfe
i need sumwun dat can hear evrytink frm me bt not keep on mke me feels upset..aish fine i do said dun put any high xpectation on me bt u guys dun wun to hear it..it hard fer me to accept da fact..dziz will happen to me when others put high xpectation on u den when u didnt get wut they need u will bcome upset, frustrated n full of tense..i noe u guys dun wun to look dat im owez sad n cry non stop since dat i cant fulfill ur dream..soey..i hve tried my very bez n juz lyke u said dat dat da faith so we hve to face it..mmg laa ade hikmahnya tp dun hope so much frm me coz dat will mke me jd gila when xleyh tunaikan ur hope..aah yez me da only wun yg bodo in our family ryte??so??juz put ur high xpectation on ur youngest kid la..i cant be wut u wun me to b..im soey..thnx to aminah, aimi, syamon, mas intan, shud, tam, atik, my kazen zaty, my mak su..thnx coz callin me..they keep on gve me sum advice n keep on support me when im down..they will owez b wif me when i do really need sumwun to talk wif..they owez b wif me when im happy or else when i got a troble..thnx a lot..thnx aimi coz u hear it n thnx coz lend me ur ear to hear my cryin..soey coz im keep avoiding u guys..i hve no strength yet..it will tke tyme to tell evrywun bout my result..im soey..plz understand my situation ryte now..i cant face da fact ryte now..im soey..mama n abah im soey coz i cant get wut u wun..i do hate myself ryte now..tu jew..now i hve sum regret coz ahh forget bout it..da lps pown..haha..da past iz past..now i need to tink bout future n accept da qadak n qadar..ade hikmah..n ade hikmah gak if ak jto longkang bnyk2 kli..erm i do really need sumwun dat can burn up my spirit..i need sumwun dat can hear evrytink frm a to z..i need sumwun who can owez gve me sum advise..i need sumwun dat can mke me stop cryin..since yesterday i hve been cry a lot.. n today pown sme gak..now tggu nk buta ja kowt..mata da ckup bngkak..congrate kt korang..sumwun plz bwa me lari frm diz tink..fedup, tension, frustrated n tggai nk p bnuh diri jaa..sobs sobs i hate myself..really2 hate it..T__T |