speak out

1st may..the day that i will never forget..the day that i'm going to kajang..erm leyh kata me n my dad je yg last dtg kt ospital..huhu ok lps smpai mmg suspen sbb rmai gla ada kt dpn blik icu..fuhh smpai2 tros ak msok icu..air mata mengalir doe..sedih xyah ckp laa..ok den ak tros stay kt umah maksu..ari2 ak tmn maksu g ospital..erm..smpai laa paksu kuar icu g wad besa..ak tmn maksu tdo kt ospital..tyme tdo kt ospital tkot tue xyah sbot ah..ak ni penakot n ak xtau cm ne ak leyh jd brani p doq kt ospital..fuyoo..toilet mmg dh xp..tggu subuh bwu p..tdo xyah ckp ah..ak xtdo lngsg kt cna..adoi..otak dok pkir mcm2..haha..tp ad hikmah gak..tyme ak tgk pple2 yg skit kt cna..sedeyh sgt..sian doe..owg yg kt ktil sblh tyme msok drh fuhh ak mmg nk pegsan dh..ak kn penakot tgk darah..adoii..tyme sume nk kna amik drh ak yg rsa skit..cucuk drip ak pn rsa kebas doe kt tgn..ish2..now bwu ak tau kta kne jge..tyme msok tiub..argh..skit gla..air mata xyah ckp ah..tggu nk jtoh ja..xleyh mkn..mkanan msok kt tiub..tgn kiri kanan kna drip la..ak yang rse skit tue..adoii..kaki ketaq xyah ckp ah..ad stu mlm tyme ak tertido..tba2 ak terkejut n bgun laa kn..adoii ak terkedu sbb tbe2 troli mayat lalu dpn ak..nk g amik mayat kt sebelah..gla ah..kul 2 pg doe..jantong ak cam lari 1500m doe..dup dap dup dap..lps tue mmg dh xleyh tdo lik la..adoii..tp yg bestnya..dr kt ctu kiut2..hahax..gatal sebentar..tp dr cina la..huhu tp dr bedah melayu kiut gak..hahax..nurse practikal lelaki pon kiut..ase cm nk kawen dgn dr laa plak..hahax..gila gatai...hahax..nsib ak xnk jd dr..if x sure ak xsmpai hati nk suntik owg kn..sbb sian kt owg tue..xpown sure ak nanges tyme nk amik drh owg..hahax..cukup 2 mggu ak dok kt kajang den ak blik png..sbb nk isi borang g u.. :)) wah dh bsq laa plak..hahax..pengalaman ak tdo kt ospital n stay 24hrs kt ospital amat bermakna n bg ak bnyk pengajaran...ad anak yg tggai ja ayah dia kt ospital..sebak hati ak tgk ayah dia dok pggil nma anak dia..ad owg yg xda pelawat tros..tue lg sedeyh..tp hdop ak slama 1mggu lbh ak tmn maksu tdo kt cna amat bermakna sbb tue laa kali terakhir ak ckp n melawak dgn paksu.. :(( mcm2 yg ak sempat borak n ak agak menyesal sbb x ckp dgn paksu tyme paksu call nk tny sal result ak..tyme dlm icu yg paksu pggil nma ak..tgn ak menggigil sbb thn sebak..haish sedyh sgt2 bla it blik sume bnda ni.. :((